Depression Rant.

I don't know what is wrong with me, I legit have no friends. I don't hang out with anyone but my fiancé. I know what you guys are going to say why don't you put yourself out there. Well every time I do I get stabbed in the back. I rather be by myself and family then have personal facts about my life spread around to other people. I guess I'm just ready to give up on the place in living and find better places where I belong. End of rant...