Ttc, seems like it's been a lifetime.

This morning I am feeling very sad. Although I'm on cd11, and don't know yet if I'm pregnant this month... I still feel hopeless. Month after month after month always a BFN. Having irregular periods is the most frustrating thing in the world. I'm very religious but since I've struggled ttc I'm slowing loosing faith. On the bright side, today my fertilAid will be in the mail! Hopefully this will get my periods regular and I finally get my BFP!