Am I taking this too far?

I have an EXTREMELY low self confidence and I honestly hate the way I look. I'm begging to change that but right now im in a state of mind where no one can mess with my apprence. So today I sent my boyfriend a joke selfie where I used a funny feature to make my eyes look funny and I was like "tell me I'm beautiful" and he never said it... Even when I take really ugly ones and ased him to say it he would (I was 20 pounds lighter when I would do that) but today I'm just really hurt by him not saying it. Am I overreacting? 

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