Miscarriage Dream!?

So last night I had a dream that I was bleeding when I wiped. I looked at my s/o and asked him if it was blood and he said yes. Then I noticed a TINY baby on the paper with a blue binky in his mouth. I then asked a co worker if my boss would mind if I took the day off, because I had a miscarriage. And also my s/o left me in my dream because he wasn't trying to have a baby with me..

Weird dream I know lol. (Also I'm not pregnant..just now getting off ovulation)

So I looked up dream interpretations and it said that miscarriage dreams often indicate the loss of something that you were looking forward to. (I recently applied to get a full-time job and am hoping to pass background check and credit check)

Just wondering if anyone else has had a dream similar to this and lost something there were looking forward to?