Worried might be pregnant

Jessica • Hi! I`m a 31 female been for 8 years. We are trying to start a family because we have a lot of love to give.
Hey guys. I just need some uplifting words of encouragement really. I ovulated last month and me and my husband bd on those days. Now I'm 3 days late and I'm scared to death. I've lost two babies I had a miscarriage and 2 yrs ago had a stillborn. So, I'm not sure whether to wait to test or not because any test I buy none read very good on me. I would like to mention as well last month was my first smiley face for a positive opk in 2 years! I'm soo bloated, moody, dizzy and nauseous. My poor husband one minute I want to cry the next I want to yell. I just feel so depressed. I want this baby don't get me wrong but the thought of losing another one makes me not want to go thru it. I almost went crazy when I lost mine with the stillborn. Thanks and sorry for the rant.