So irritated!!!

I feel so alone and just want to disappear. My dh just doesn't get it and seems like he doesn't care. This is when I feel like not being pregnant and was all a dream. I'm supposed To not be stressing right now but he is the main stressor. He keeps changing jobs and then not looking when he is home leaving it up to me and we are broke and baby has no accessories or clothes. We have other kids too and I just can't handle it I feel like I'm falling back into depression mode. I don't need it and I don't know how much longer I can take. I just want to be happy :(