I'm 16 and have battled with anorexia off and on since I was 10. I got pregnant about 13 weeks ago and you can barely see any bump. I just look like I'm fat and bloated. I'm still pregnant but am pretty sure I'm at high risk for miscarriage. The father ignores me and gives me a lot of stress. He's basically a sociopath in all honesty. I'm bipolar and have ptsd so have contsant anxiety which probably isn't good for the baby. I think I'm way too small for 13 weeks. I haven't gained weights I've lost it bc I don't eat and whenever I do eat I feel so sick at my stomach and feel as if imma throw it up. Any advice or comments ? I'm so scared to tell my parents and haven't yet. I told my doc but haven't followed up. The father basically threatens me every time I mention telling my parents. I'm alone and scared and don't wanna hurt the baby but I know I already have. My pregnancy was unplanned and I was even on birth control. Doctors said I wouldn't even be able to have kds cause I have CAH. So idk why this happened. I took a pregnancy test yesterday as it still came out positive.... I know I need to see a doctor and I know I need to tell my parents. But I'm only 16 and screwed. I'm paralyzed but want everything good for this child but I can't take care of it with the love it deserves bc I am so mentally messed up already taking care of myself.  I'm so dumb. Any advice or words?