Mc in August and right after we told everyone we were expecting, I then had a mc. It was devastating to us. And now I got my bfp I can't trek anyone for another month or so because the fiance doesn't want us to go through the hurt that we did last time. As it is my bfp hpt isn't as dark as it could be so he's still saying he won't believe it til it's a really dark line! Idk I'm trying to stay happy and positive but with no one to talk to or to celebrate with its really hard! He wants a baby no doubt but he's just very very realistic and straight forward.