The Moment You Realize Your Relationship Has Ended
Last night we had sex for the first time in two weeks. I wasn't in the mood as usual but I did it anyway because he wanted it. I lost interest in sex a while ago. It seems like a chore now. He could tell I didn't like it and it hurt him.
At that point he knew it has ended. He thinks I no longer love him and that I'm just sticking around because I have it easy there.
Truth is, I do love him, I just can't handle how he acts. He changed a lot since returning from Afghanistan. He warned me it would happen and I thought at the time that I could handle it. I can't handle it. He acts like a dick most of the time, everything is a joke, he's childish and it's like raising a 10 year old, and his anger is out of control.
Yet I'm the crazy one. I know I'm the worse girlfriend in the world. I don't know what's it like to be Ina long term relationship.
It's best we move on but he doesn't want me to leave. I don't want to leave, but our relationship has ended. It ended when he left. I know that's the truth now.
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