It's been three years, 36 tests, and two losses. We have put in our all to begin a family with no success. Only heartache. We've decided today's negative would be our last. The past three years has taken such a toll on both of us. We are emotionally drained to almost nothing. We will be leaving the glow community to attempt to re strengthen our relationship with each other. We realize that a family just may not be in the cards for us. Though it is heartbreaking we know when we have been beaten. My husband and I wish the best for all of your families and hope you all have many many beautiful children. May God bless you a prosperous life and a merry Christmas.