stressed ?

me and df have been ttc for over a year and after a miscarriage and now that I'm pregnant he doesn't want the baby anymore. I'm so stressed out and I'm falling to pieces I understand where he's coming from, he's away in boot camp and I live at my dads house with 3 other kids my LO and 4 ppl ? i want this baby so bad and I'm 8 weeks i miscarried at 10 weeks. idk if I should have abortion. I don't work and haven't worked in so long.. any advice? did anyone have an abortion and it was hard to get pregnant?