I really know after I'm done typing I'll answer my own questions.

But, in serious need of advice... How do you know when I relationship has come to an end. Or if the relationship your in is worth fighting for. Is there a check list people who're married for 25+ Years have... If so can I use it.... I just know I feel in love with my best friend , we moved in together , and things haven't been the same... I've recently left our home been 2wks ... We see each other and all... But I just can't help but think were only as good as friends than in a relationship, worst part is neither one of us wants to let go, or even think of breaking up ... Its so heavy on me because, I've never loved anyone like this before. We put so much time etc etc .....