Miscarriage

My period was 2 weeks late and for those two weeks I took multiple pregnancy tests that all said negative. I then finally got a faint positive. I was thrilled! A week later I started to bleed and found out I was experiencing a miscarriage. I have never felt heartache like this before I couldn't go to the bathroom without breaking down. My bf was okay when we found out I was pregnant  then started to get excited for this baby and when I lost this baby I felt emotionally unstable but immediately wanted to try again and he does not yet. I am so scared of this happening again but all I've ever wanted was my own baby and family. I feel so torn. Has anyone else experienced this before and then had a healthy pregnancy?