So my mom disowns me

Lola • Idgaf no more </3
Because I'm with a Mexican man 
She said I fucking hate you bitch 
He's going to leave you...then she go's on saying I'm dumb and I have always been dumb and she hopes I die...then she beat me up and took my phone..she said I disown you
Hoe mind you I never had sex until I was married 
So I moved in with my mother in law...she didn't even know me but she told me she was blessed to have me in her life and that she loves me 
My own mom never says that ever
I feel bad 😿 that my mom is like that
Have any of you been through something like this