I don't have anyone to really tell this to :)

Chelsea
My relationship is so amazing. I can't believe that we are finally at this point where we want to introduce another one of us into this world ❤️ we are so excited and just cannot wait for it to happen. It's unreal, when he says things like "you are going to be the most amazing mom ever", how he sneaks up on me and kisses and rubs my belly then starts talking to it. What started out as a innocent gesture has turned into a fantasy of both of ours, that is finally going to come true... And we are just so ready!! 
It started with a kitchen aide... I mean, what more does a girl who loves to cook, want? So he thought about it. He searched for a good deal. Stressed. Too expensive. Doesn't come with this. Needs that.... Ugh not even a Christmas sale?? Errrrrr!!!
All the while I'm playing on Facebook one day about to take some stupid quiz, that predicts how many kids you will have in your life time... Here I am thinking... "Okay, sure. This will be amusing". Boop beep boop boop calculation: 6! 6 kids! Where's that share button. My relatives will get a kick out of this! 
Shared 
He sees it, thinks it's a bit humorous. The day goes on, and he comes home from work to tell me that he didn't score me the one thing I wanted for Christmas... So I say to him, "well maybe we don't need a kitchen aide. Let's just make 6! 😂
So the running joke continues and the days just keep getting better and better. We had the "financially stable" talk today. And it was awesome because there was no doubt in the world. Stable or not, no one is ever really ready. 
Thanks for listing to my story. 
I say I don't have no one to talk to about it because I don't feel a real connection with any of my friends and it's frustrating. Who really genuinely really cares? Who's really there for you? Who really wants to listen? Frustrating but I think this works! 
Later for now!!