Boys are very frustrating. I can't stop thinking about him. He went back to the navy today and I'm really sad. We were going to try to see each other and where talking for the first week he was here but we never got to get her and after last Friday he quit texting me. I could just ball my eyes out. I had to ask my dad how you tell if your in love because I've never been in a relationship so don't know what it feels like. After he answered I realized I'd Fallon for him and we don't even know each other that well. I feel like I did something wrong but I don't know what. Sure I have the same sexual desires as any girl but I just want to cuddle with him, Watch movies, go on fun dates, but I don't even know how he feels for me. He says he likes me and gives me tons of compliments. I even made a very brave choice of telling him how sometimes I think about us having kids together. Mybe I'm just an idiot. I'll just keep my walls up from now on. 😭