Becoming depressed

C • It`s a miracle. I was told I was infertile due to endometriosis. Look at God!
Ever since i found out i had endo i have slowly become depressed and just have an ounce of hope left. My job pays up to 35,000 for infertility treatment but im scared to see a RE. I fear either him telling me more bad news or the treatment not working. The ounce of hope would leave if that happens. Im going to see RE but im scared