Should I still be with him?

Nicole
Hi everyone I really need some advice. I was with the perfect guy for 2 years and 3 months. I broke up with him 2 months ago. He was the man I lost my virginity to and the love of my life. Your probably wondering why I broke up with him. I'm going to college (only an hour away) next fall, and I was scared. There's so many more guys out there. And he started behaving differently and taking me for granted. I gave him an ultimatum one night - hang out w his friends or me (just for that night because we had been fighting and I was fed up) and he didn't choose me. I saw that as a huge sign even though he swore he would change and in face did text me all night and called me but I ignored him. And that's where it ended. He tried to get me back for two weeks but I was stubborn and said no. I thought I was protecting myself from all the fights and feeling worthless. But lately I have missed him so much and I still love him. I can't imagine being w anyone else. But I'm afraid it may be too late even though he is still single. Should I tell him? Should I try to get him back? And if so how? Or should I just let him move on.