I need help😫😢😢

So me & my (ex-)boyfriend broke up like a few days ago all week we've been getting into he kept saying stupid shit or w.e then the night we broke up it was over something sooo dumb he was mad I didn't text him like he could've just texted me I ain't wake up til 2 in the afternoon I had been working all night but I'm pretty sure he woke up before me he said some shit like I hate you & this & that & we didn't talk no more since then I wanna say something to him cause that's my baby we been thru so much & wow we really broke up off of me not texting him ? I feel like he's been waiting to do that but I don't wanna say nothing cause I want to know if he wants me enough to call/text me first & say sorry I don't feel like it's a pride thing I just need to know if he'd fight for me or just say fuck it how do you get over a break up cause I don't think he's going to say anything...