So, let me start by saying I have a happy healthy 5 year old son. Been married 11 years. Last February 14th at 23 wks I gave birth a our baby girl. She lived for 4 days. That was bad enough. Then in the next 6 weeks I lost 2 grandparents as well. It sucked. Had a mc this last November at 5 wks. It took us over a year to conceive our daughter. I have started to think that its just not going to happen. I'm trying not to lose my faith but at this point it's hard. We are using every trick in the book. Wish me luck!