Missing my fiancé..

I really try not to show it but I've become so depressed because I found out I was pregnant a day after my fiancé moved to Alaska to start a life for us but a couple months later come to find out I can't move to Alaska because in order to get health insurance there you have to be a citizen for at least 6 months.. It's been nearly four months now since he's been gone, we've never been apart for more than a week or two... I'm going crazy without him and he wants to have enough money to come back with for us but I just want him to come home already, I'm so tired of waiting... I miss him like crazy and I'm finding out the gender Monday and he can't physically be there, the thought of that already kills me...