My boyfriend makes me feel so insecure. He makes me hate the skin I live in. I've been depressed to the max because of him. I just want to die. My mom's a bitch she doesn't care about how I feel. She doesn't do anything besides yell at me, judge me, and throw shit at me. I honestly want to kill myself. Only reason I'm still holding on is because I feel I may be pregnant. If I'm not then that's the end. Tired of being called fat, ugly, weird, not good enough, worthless, bitch, whore, dirty whore, cunt, stupid, loser, low life, etc. I just want to die. I've battled depression since I was in 2nd/3rd grade. Used to self harm.. I have the most biggest urge to slit my wrist and hang myself. 😞 I HATE living.