Miscarriage

Melanie
I had a miscarriage in November 2014. I'm having a hard time. It was very tramadic and such a mystery as to why it happened. Left me feeling empty and very down. My husband was very supportive the first few weeks it happend. We deal with emotions very different. I need to talk and be held he'd rather go have some beers and go golf and blow off steam..... I haven't got to really pour my heart out or talk about how I feel. It's built up emotions and fear and frustration. He gets so mad when I bring it up he says he doesn't like to talk about it. I can't pretend it didn't happen. He's very distant now and I feel like I've pushed him away. All I wanted was to feel loved and feel like he's here for me. But he just doesn't show me that. Makes this whole situation so much harder on me..... what do I Do.... do I just don't ever talk about it anymore with him. Has anyone else gone through this