What's on your mind today?

I sit and think to myself how much my life has took a turn for the worst. I'm feeling this is my Murphys law. In the begin, I cried and now I'm on my knees praying to the Lord above asking for help. This is what I call life. Life has two sides the good and the bad. Its really ugly right now, but I know it can only get better. Pain and sadness is a horrible feeling. I'm trying to get thru to the other side of this tunnel. I see the light, but each every time I get closer I get pulled back in the darkness b/c once again life pulls me back and say I'm not really to give u a way out yet. Life teaches me lessons I know I need to learn. Life free me and let me live a happy filled life with now issues. Really what perfect would I live in if that happen. The only time I will see that is when the lord above return and we all living in paradise. Yes, I know that day is coming. For now I will count my blessings and be grateful for what I have. It could be worse. Pain, Pain go away.

My thoughts on how I feel