Help or advice

Okay so this is mostly venting but i need help. i want to move out of state im on welfer and im trying to start my own business and hopefully get it going so i can come off the welfer. But every time my fiancee asks me wat do i want to do my head just seems to get complicated i want to move thats not my problem my problem is i really dont want to b on welfer and move i want to b able to support myself in a new area a new place almost as if im starting completely over. Sometimes i think im over thinking about it but then sometimes i feel like i should know wat i want to do like i shouldnt b so split like i feel if i am at all. I dont think my fiancee understands cuz he says he just wants me to b happy and idk how to get it through to him that for me being on welfer and moving wouldnt make me happy having to live in a new place but the same conditions as i am now or worse is only going to stress me out more.