I'm so discouraged and i know so many women have tried longer than 6 months so i feel like a heel complaining.

I'm 1 1/2 days late. I convinced myself all morning that it was a fluke and I wasn't pregnant but by afternoon I was nauseated after lunch, and I foolishly started to get excited. I thought of baby names, how I would tell my husband etc.

I came home took a dollar store test (funny enough its the same ones they use in the ER) and not even a trace of a line. I know I can take another test next week if I'm still late but I just don't want to get my hopes up.

This was the first time I truly allowed myself to think I could be pregnant. I shouldn't have done that.

OK pity party done. Baby dust to you all