Need an ear..

Tia
I really wanna talk to someone about ttc for #2. We get asked to question all the time and we say "yes we want more". But i want to say im off BC and we are trying n but nit really hubby is in this "if it happens it happens" state of mind im a little on the rush side since we have a 4 yr old and she will be 5 in April. Just want someone to know how bad I want another one and actually working on it too.