Just need to let out some emotions.....

So today I went out with my best friend and her sister in law, who is 8 months pregnant. I miscarried in October last year and I thought I would be able to handle going out with a hugely pregnant lady.......wow was I wrong. She was so excited about not having long to go and picking out clothes and the outfit for when she takes the baby home! Im so very happy for her but it was literally ripping me apart being there! I'm ovulating now and my husband is working away, so I know I will miss the chance this cycle again! This has added to my massive emotional break down. To top it all off my husband called and told me I was stupid for going out with them, not the support I was hoping for! I knew it would be hard but I can't not go out just because someone else is pregnant, I wouldn't go anywhere. Everywhere I look there's a baby or pregnancy! I really don't think that men understand the pressure you put yourself under when your body has failed you to do something we were made to do! 😔