So I was snooping on my boyfriends facebook and instagram and I noticed he's following a lot of girls on instagram and has a lot of friends that are girls on Facebook... and I mean A LOT!!! And these girls are drop dead gorgeous... and it makes me feel like..... that's the type of girls he wants to be with. The pretty, perky, skinny, no stretch marks, perfect skin complexing, bikini hot bodies... it makes me so insecure with myself... like how am I suppose to compete with someone who has the look I don't... I am literally about to cry... like I feel the tears in my eyes... I will never be like them girls... I'm 5'0 ft tall and 108lbs... I'm completely flat chested... (well I have a small breast) how can I compete with someone who has "perfect" breast... I've tried talking to him about it once, but he blew up about the situation... omg.... what do I do??? 😢 my heart is literally aching right now... and when I look at his ex girlfriends, I'm completely not his type... I don't look like they do... I'm the complete opposite type of girl he normally goes after... omg an old memory just came to my mind... at the beginning of our relationship this girl started messaging him, sending him bikini pictures, and sayjng there were suppose to have "hooked up" but John claims he didn't know who she was... also he texted a stripper once.... 💔 I'm so scared he's looking for someone else, or that he'll find someone else... someone prettier than I am.... someone better..... 😭