I'm really not sure I'm strong enough

Serena • I`ll give it ya ;)
No matter how hard I try, he keeps pushing me aside and I can't break through... there's just no talking to him. And I'm so sad that he's leaving, it takes time to believe it...
But then I figured, after all is said and done, he's going to be the lonely one. You know? 
Anyway, I was just wondering if any of you believe in life after love? Because I can feel something inside me say "I really don't think you're strong enough". But what am I supposed to do? Sit around and wait for him?  I can't do that... there's no turning back. I think I just need time to move on, and I need love to feel strong. I mean, I've had time to think it through, and maybe I'm too good for him? I know that I'll get through this because I know that I am strong, and I don't need him anymore ... No I don't need him anymore!