Just thinking

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So i was married before my relationship I am currently in now. Me and my ex husband talked about having kids but was never into it at all. My boyfriend and i are very much into it. And people say if you don't try it will happen. But in me and the ex husbands case it didn't happen. Now im trying with boyfriend paying close attention to my body in not young anymore like i was in my marriage I wasn't really ready for tgat and i truly thank God that it didn't happen because of the situation of our marriage. My relationship I'm happy and there is no situation. Like my past. So i really will really believe the saying if me and my boyfriend do not achieve. And will continue trying this is very new abd special to me. Just sitting here thinking Thanks for reading.