New baby

A coworker who I became close with while we were both in the ttc boat, recently had her baby. I'm still floating around in the ttc boat while she's at home with her precious newborn. I'm happy for her and would like to make some meals for her and her hubby during her maternity leave, but I'm not sure I'm strong enough emotionally to do that and leave feeling good. I'm afraid it'll keep me in my sad, depressed state, or push me even further. She knows that we are still ttc and trying fertility treatments to hopefully help us. Would it be bad to ask a different coworker, who is planning to visit new mom, to bring the meals to her for me? Or should I just suck it up and be a big girl?