On my mind topic #1
So tomorrow I have my regular OB doctor visit for my butterball and me. And although I've seen the ultrasound , heard the heartbeat and have the photos. I still feel like this is surreal. Like I'm not pregnant, it's just a crazy dream I'm going through, and I'll wake up to see I was never pregnant.
Yesterday my husband and I went to Target and was looking at some cribs and scroller and clothing and it felt nice to do that, and I wanted to get something just to try and make it real but my husband said no because we are not positive in sex yet. It broke my heart because this was something I wanted I do; I guess to contact with my baby and I couldn't. I have a blanket but my puppy uses it now lol kind of cute in a way.
Back to what I was saying though. Am I the only one who feels like this. How did it become real to you, that there was a blessing growing inside of you?
Maybe it could be because I'm still not showing, (I've been the few pregnant women who have lost weight during pregnancy due to hormones) oh maybe I am but I look bloated. Lol
Idk.
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