This is my 9th year to teach kindergarten. I have 21 students. 10 of my students are out of control most of the time. I haven't been able to receive extra help in the classroom. I lose my cool almost every day. The joy of teaching is no longer there. I feel like if I don't do something to get help my stress level will hurt my baby. I've been told, "don't care so much.  You're baby is more important." How do I get a handle on my class without "caring", stressing, losing my cool when nothing else works. I've tried almost all the behavior systems. Called parents. In school suspension, etc. #worstclassever #raginghormones