Failed miscarriage

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Found out today that my baby didnt make it! I still feel pregnant though.... It was very unexpected.  They say that the reason I still feel pregnant i.e peeing often, emotional and boob tenderness is due to placenta still holding hormones and growning.  I go in for d&c monday... The idea of my baby dead and still in me is unsettling and to go 3 more days kills me.