Boy I was I wrong

Ba
I don't know what Fairy tale world I was living in when I was pregnant. For some reason I thought as soon as I gave birth I would go back to normal I was very wrong. Now I'm 12 days pp I can somewhat poop normally. It still hurts to pee sometimes. I still have a huge belly and I don't feel like a woman. I feel like I constantly smell and I hate it. I just feel a little stressed and I can't even have sex to take the edge off. I just want to feel somewhat like myself again.