Read this if you don't wanna be confused by my comments!

I have a boyfriend who's 8 years older than me, and is in the later stages of a terminal heart disease. If I believed in soul mates, I'd say he's mine, because we have an awesome relationship. Been together for 2 years and some odd months. 

He is polyamorous. He's in love with and mantaines a relationship with another woman. She's the biggest bitch on the face of the planet and constantly makes me miserable - and then makes my boyfriend miserable if she feels I'm not miserable enough. But he loves her, and I love him, so we work around it and everything has been fine for the past several months. 

My boyfriend is a Witch Elder and has been married to his Goddess for a few years - they had a hand fasting (which is a pagan type wedding) and wears a wedding ring. So when I say I'm dating and living with a guy who's married, that is what I'm referring to. 

Because of my boyfriends terminal illness, he has erectile disfunction. I don't care; I love the bastard anyways. However, I have a very big libido - so a while back my boyfriend suggested that I get a man on the side. After a few months I did. The man on the side moved out of state for his job, but he makes bank money so he pays for me to fly down and see him for a few days every couple of months. I don't love this guy though and he knows that. We have an understanding that we are just friends with benefits. 

So that's that. My boyfriend is the most honest and trusting man I've ever met and I'm an open book. If there are any further questions, feel free to ask.