Excuse me while I cry...

I am so in my feelings right now. Seeing that little sliver of hope just to have it snatched away. I knew better than to get my hopes up with a super faint line. It was just an evap bc all the other tests after it were negative. I feel like how Hannah felt when Panniah was parading all her kids around when Hannah just wanted to be a mom.. but in that same respect, I guess this is a time to pray so hard to where those around me think I'm drunk. I can't rely on my own self.. my own flesh. God... in the name of Jesus, it's in your hands...