freaking out!

this is my 3 pregnancy. my first was unplanned csection after hours of pushing.. had a blood transfusion. my second i delievered my twin boys at 16 weeks naturally.. this time im anemic and having a scheduled csection (doctor thinks its best). my question is does it heal faster? do youthink  ill have another blood transfusion? ive been having crazy dreams that i pass away on the table😰