I was 7 the first tome I was raped and it was by my step dad and I lived with him even after he and my mom got divorced because he was 5 mins away from school and she was 30 mins away. It was always when my mother wasn't around and when my brother and sister went to sleep. Sometimes it would be my cousin and I but she stopped coming over because of it and it was almost my sister too but I put a stop to it before it happened. Its been two years since the last time he raped me but after that im just traumatized. Yes I admit that I did have sex with a lot of different guys but I guess I thought that, thats what youre supposed to do, but now im just disgusted with sex in general and love and I dont want anything to do with it, AT ALL. Someone please gove me some advice on how to cope with this issue.