So I think my boyfriend may be emotionally abusing me... He yells at me. Manipulates me. Says mean things. Make me think things are my fault. Says my best friend who passed away from cancer is getting inbetween us and I should forget her. But he's not always like this. And I'm still in love with him. Worst part is we are supposed to be headed off to college together in September to a different state... What do i do...