After the birth

Kenyetta
Ok I'm wondering if it's just me but before I got pregnant I was a lil overweight but I loved the way I looked then in first trimester I lost a lot of weight so during pregnancy I gained only the weight I lost so I gave birth to my twins and been doing the breastfeeding and stuff but I have gotten so skinny and I hate it my s/o doesn't like it either and now I'm so self conscious around him and I never use to be before am I making a big deal