I feel ashamed to mention it or even talk about it. I made all these videos telling my friends and family. What am I supposed to do with them? Do I keep them? Do I toss them out? I don't know what to do. I feel so sad but feel like maybe I should be over it by now. It's been almost a month. I'm mad at every pregnant person. My best friend told me she's gonna start trying to get pregnant! She told me that 2 weeks after I lost mine!! What happened to ur dogs being ur kids? What happen to u never wanting to get pregnant?  I just don't know if I could be happy for her if she did. I know that's terrible. I should be but I don't think I could. I really just don't think I could. I'm just so angry.