I am starting to really dislike breastfeeding... It's painful, my nipples are so cracked they bleed even with nipple cream. I have tried exclusively pumping and feeding through bottles but even the pumping hurts, plus even if I pump every 2-3 hours my boobs leak so much through the pads and my shirts.... I can't Sleep because I'm soaked!!! If I told my husband I didn't want to breastfeed anymore he would have a cow and I am scared of him thinking badly of me. I'm not sure what to do! It's not enjoyable at all for me anymore.