Maybe I'm just wishing and hoping too much. We've been ttc for over a year now. We can't afford fertility treatments so we just try everything naturally. Well today is when af was supposed to show up. Not a single sign of her visit. I don't want to get my hopes up and then have them crushed like every other month. Is there anyone else out there that gets the same way? I think I just need some friends who are in the same boat as me. People who know the same struggles every month of not getting those bfp. :/