So I am now waiting for my day to test for a BFP after my 1st miscarrage and am rather freaked out! Not really sure this is our month but you have to try right?! If I am how do I get over the fear of miscarrage again? I want nothing more then to have a baby and start my family but can't get the fear out of my head! Any words of advice or those who have been through this and now get to hold there beautiful baby?!