It's been 2 weeks

Alexis • Lost my sweet baby at 8 weeks 2 days. Ttc #2
It's been 2 weeks since I've passed the baby. I'm so heart broken, I have great days, good days, bad days and just down bad terriable days. Today is a bad day. It hurts really bad. Even though I have my fiancé, I still feel so alone. I just miss my baby so much and I want him/her back.  Yeah I didn't feel it move, I wasn't showing Blah blah blah but I connected with the baby, talking to it every night, holding my tummy while I sleep. I just miss it all. It seems like it's getting harder for me. I'm sorry I am rambling. Please pray for me.