Wasn't meant to be

Well looks like we are starting over. After our 11 months of trying and 6 months of fertility meds we were finally pregnant. I went in yesterday for my first ultrasound at 8w 6d. Just when we got to the hospital, I felt a hush of blood and i just knew (I had been having some spotting the previous week and some cramping nights before). Went inside and I had passed a huge clot. About 15 min later, transvaginal ultrasound showed nothing at all. No baby no sac, empty. It is a pain i never thought I'd feel, both physically and emotionally. Trying to stay positive and praying for our rainbow baby next month. Wishing for healthy pregnancies for all of you ladies.