Have to express myself ‼️😡

Everyone can have children , I'm always the one that's "WONDERFUL with children", im  like a child magnet 😊 . But when it comes to myself I can't have children or even come close to it 😔😤😣 . It's so frustrating, let down after let down ‼️😡 it's fucking 13-14 year olds having babies ... I can't even get close to carrying a child 🙌😔 , children are all blessings from GOD . Before even being born that child has been wrapped & created with love from GOD . Why ? Just why can't I have my chance ? 😪