Dreading my AF due tomorrow!

Andrea • Mother to twin girls age 8, two boys ages 5 and 2, and one baby girl 16 months & expecting baby# 6 in January❤️
My AF is expected tomorrow and I am honestly just dreading it. I got a BFN yesterday so I feel out for sure. My calendar says I'm only on a 27 day cycle and this is day 27. Even though I hope AF doesn't show, I just know she will! #hopeless